Let me learnt How to Love you again

Maybe I already forgot how to love you Like I do last time
Let Me learnt how to love you again ok?
Let Us travel Back to last time.
People will say what they wan to say but We both know best
People can post what ever they want in facebook; Or other mediums to show how loving they are.
But we are us, We will know it best what real happinees in love is.

Let us bring back all the happy moments from last time
Let's not quarrel and get unhappy over small issues anymore
Let us not doubt each others love anymore
Let's not question each other's commitment anymore
Let's not get jealous and think badly of each other anymore.

I want to have one girlfriend I can wake up every day looking foward to meet her
I want to have a Girlfriend which is the person who is the closest to my heart than anyone else
I want to have a Girlfriend which I can have many happy moments together
I want to Have a Girlfriend which I will miss her on frequent basis
I want a Girlfriend which understands and trust me on what ever I do.

Hope you can let me learnt how to love you again.
Today i open the Coffee you gave me.
The first cup of coffee of love I made; I just drank the first sip before writing this sentence
Not Sweet enough.
My dear, Can we build a relationship based on trust and understanding?
I will add some sugar into that coffee. But I still prefer the original coffee taste.
Refreshing and addictive.

If really we cant do what we wanted to do as i had stated above,
Please at least let me have some memories worthy to reminiscent when I leave here in another 8months.

Places That We had talk about and yet to do and go

They are:

• Fish a Fish
• Asia Havana Cafe (Again)
• Wings Cafe
• Portuguese Settlement (If my memory serves, I think you said you wana treat me xD)
• Steamboat at my house
• Eat my UNAGI!!!!! at DP

By the way, Can we go to Mori this thursday nite?
Lazy to ask you in MSN coz you always DC xD
Furthermore I think it will be quite cute asking you for a date here ^^
Hope you see this by thursday or else our Mori trip will be canceled.

Ho Ho Ho Ho.....

New Life

The black shit i ate this evening at Little Taiwan, AEON, Taste like shit and not even worth a single cent i paid. There goes another sum of money flushed down the drain by me =.=

Bye bye Ixora B-2-8(6). believe it or not I actually said bye bye to my room and thank "her" after 2 years of hospitality just before i leave that shit hole for good. Can't believe I had finally moved out xD.

Exam had finished about 1 month ago, I moved over to my new house from Ixora, packed everything, unpack everything, had some private and quite moments with my girlfriend before I went back to my house for the sem breaks.

Well, I m back at last to the place I feel comfortable the most.... Melaka, This don't really imply I love this place, Just that I feel I m a better person when I m at here, Hmmm... its kinda hard to explain it in layman words considering the fact this is quite complicated matter after all. Anyway, today's post is about giving some brief introduction about my coming life. As you may had known, I m already a final year student at MMU this Monday. Wondering weather I should celebrate this feat or just sit back and take things like every other day is just a normal day.

Going into the main topic, My new Room. Before I elaborate more about my new sanctuary......

Well, Since I m finally freed from Ixora prison, My girlfriend Grace can now come in and out overnight at my cottage like no body's business. Too bad her stay here will be short-lived when the new sem starts.

Come to think about it, My new room looks more like a proper room. But as you may have known, looks can be deceiving. The biggest problem i face with my new room is the ridiculously Hot heat wave every present 24/7 in my room. Man.... Its exactly like a oven in the afternoon and no shithing here. I really hope I can last till the raining season come to melaka, then things might turn out to be better abit. When the unbearable heat is too much to take I start to miss my comfortable room at Ixora..... sighs.... But like my girlfriend said, Think about you ex room mate! Hah! Yeah its worth the shitting crazy heat. For real.
Another problem is the toilet. Its really too small and the water pressure is too low. Feel like no kick and satisfaction after bathing. Man.......But i think i can still accept this point cause I dont bathe for hours, god's sakes xD

Emotional Today

Last Sem In Gamma Year.
Last 2weeks I will be staying at Ixora B-2-8.
Last Year Today i was suffering.
Last Two week today I was doing Software Engineering Assignment, Next two week today I will be hugging her in my private place.
Last day of the Semester, still remember this sem start off with Shilin Snack 1st time at DP, 1st time went to Klebang, had coconut milkshake, first time went to Station1, all happen the starting of this sem.
Wonder Whats wrong with me today.

Maybe its too lonely and too quiet.
Dont know. And again, suddenly feel like going to Mori to relax and have Dim Sum breakfast tmr.
Since My tomorrow paper is at noon ( Ha Ha )
I think my baby is studying very hard now.
Pity her.
I m on the other hand is taking things quite slowly as tommorow's paper which is the first paper, I think i had it covered.
Since week 13 I had been dwelling in the past.
No one knows.
I can't wait to meet my hometown friends again for sem breaks.
They are the people I really feel very happy being with and hagging out.
They will give me back my joking mood, Bring out the craziness in me and will talk about lots of interesting things from their university's experience.
And we will also Kepo the latest news among our gang members.
Not to mention share problems and heart talk.
Going for trips ( this sem maybe going to Ipoh)
Planning events ( Maybe we can have another BBQ and lots of footsal matches)
And many more.
Being with Great and good friends will always be different than being with girlfriend.
No one nor anything can argue that point.

But I appreciate my girlfriend even though she had many flaws.

I always try to accept her the way she is.
I would never hurt her in anyway.
Because her Heart is so fragile.
It would be the worst way to treat a girl like her like that.

Today look out from my favorite spot.
I looked at the scenery and enjoying the 24hr non stop blowing wind.
I think if there is one thing i will really miss after I move out is the scenery from here.
I always look out there thinking and dwelling.
In the past, present and even future.
But deep down I m really happy I finally managed to move out.
I finally manage to own one room all by myself at last.
Even though this might sound stupid and laughable.
I really want to experience owning my own sanctuary
The rent is no cheap either.
But I want to live my final year in MMU to the fullest.
People say "Life is not about the number of breaths we take, But is the number of it takes our breath away".
Maybe I had wasted 3 years here doing nothing.
So I want to live my final year as wild as can be.
But of course not neglecting my studies.
I cant wait to start my career.
Even though I know deep down its going to be hard.
But I want to live my life without regrets and respect.
This is the road I need to take.
Even without JPA i think I will start working once I m done with my last sem.
I dont know what people think but I had wasted alot of time in my life.
I cant afford to waste anymore.
I m old already.
White hair is becoming more and more.
Signs Of ageing?
Hahahahahahah.....

This sem not bad at all.
Operation was successful.
Finished all my crazy assignments.
IT assignments is not hard to do.
But you really need to put a lot of thinking and outsource.
I fight the pain and studied hard.
I got good coursework marks.
3 subjects I got 40 above/50
Another 3 get above average results.
So happy for my coursework
It certainly didnt come easy.
I work for this in my pain after surgery.
Had a nice JCW event, meet new friends
Benny, Oscar, Neo, Yang Hung, Chin.
Helped many people this sem.

It had ended ler......

Good Luck Wooi Kuun for your finals. I always trust you can do it.
I always believe in your ability.
Even though many people doubt it.
I will always trust you and support you.

Things to do for the next 3 Weeks

Things to do before i go back to teluk Intan. Best way to remember it, Write it down :)

• Study fucking hard for the next 3 weeks

• Give my best shot in Exams. Dont worry about CGPA or deans list. Just focus on giving my best shot and make sure my confidence is always high
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• Eat Sibaraku ( Make sure No more sad incident at sibarauku this time)
  
  
• Eat Nandos (Celebrate my ASS!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!)
  
  
• Dr.Leong Consultation at Mahkota Hospital (Almost forgot about my teeth).

Baby i dont know what the hell is happening to me nowadays.
You are becoming more and more pretty in my eyes.
I think and miss you more often, feel like meeting you most of the time,
Always had beautiful flashbacks on what happen that night. Oh man!!!! it feels sooo good!!!!!
Maybe I start to love you again once more...... Glad I have this feeling

Anyway!!! I must focus on what comes first. Exams. Hahahahah Can finish study? We will see.....