Last few days, i learnt that little details in life can make a whole new diffrence. Its really hard to explain on this part, but the reason why the enlightenment in me suddenly come must be most probably due to certain events that had happned in the past few days. Giving one simple example is waking up early and going to class earlier by 10 minutes. Most people including myself would think what is the diffrence going to class early, try to get a front seat in front of the class. but as i had rethink about what had happned this sem, Back to the step one when i first came back from CNY 2009 holidays sem break i was so determined to do well academically this sem. I also know that this sem is really gonna be a bloody f***ker... 4 owning subjects and Cisco CCNA. but as humans we always tend to lose our determination somewehre down the road, and it happened to me again. I somehow lose my motivation in week 3-week6 to study, i had been always skipping classes. fooling around. I found out that i had not been enjoying my studies. Then came the one week break which i was alone here thinking about lots of things. I found out, the main reason for this to happen, back to the point we are talking about about going early to class and getting the front row seat. I had not been going to class early and often missed out the first few minutes of the lecture and usually leads me to sitting there starring, and day dreaming, matters made worst when one shit hole fren who is not intrested in studies kept make me to sit with him and we had some rubbish and totally useleess chats during lectures. see; little details like this can make a whole diffrence i believe if i had concentrate better in class my one week sem break stay back here revisoning would had much been easier. Now the sem break is over, second half of the match is begining to come. as usually i m tralling 1-0 at half time. haigh! the intensive revision plan for the one week stay back had not really worked out due to stuck in many parts of my notes. i could not understand many things when i read the text book. I believe had i paid better attention and at least absorb the geist of the lecture, things would had been turned out better.
Another detail in life is to have the decipline not to play computer games and study instead. as a Computer Networking student, most of my studies had to be done with my beloved laptop. but i always cant control my urge and always move my mouse to somewhere besides my studies materials. I had tought of deleting all my PC games but i am a gamer inside. too bad. but i think i will delete it today, my beloved girlfren gave me a letter yesterday. she made me realised what had happen to me. To me the letter is like a map to me after i lost my way. Thanks baby for the letter. I had forgoten the reason i came to MMU, and the map made me realized that how much pain and work i had put in to come this far. its not a possible idea at all to give up and take things easily now. i had came so far from my beloved hoetown, leaving my family there to come here to do something. the letter oped my eyes. reminded me of the promise i had made to myself before i land my foot into MMU round about.
Apart from academic matters, another little detail is to pay attention. few days ago i went to KL to find my friend , Julie for a KL excourtion. She reminded me to to go to plaza rakyat terminal but i went to Pudu terminal instead, i nearly missed my bus back to melaka, but luckily the train cam in time or else i would have to stay overnight at KL. And little details like the suprise my girlfrend gave me yesterday......its a secret. what she did really touched my heart. i beleive she had trained very hard to play the piono software from her pc to me. these are really small details, but i know small details can make a world of diffrence. Laters~
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