I usued to hate maths when i was in secondary school and form6. I rememberd my additional maths during form 4 till form 5 never passed ( less than 40 marks) for all my exams in school ( monthly exam, mid term, final year exam, trail) yes!! holy cow can you believe it? I never passed even once and i never really give a damn about it that time. hahaha... My maths teacher, the son of a bitch Kau Guan Ming. F***K his ass upside down man. I hate that mother fucker after all the shit he did to me. But at least he said some shit that me so fired up until i got a B3 for my SPM add maths. He said to the classroom when he handed back our SPM trail exam paper. "Wooi Kuun ah.... Your SPM add maths can pass also considered very good already" Fuck man!! I really hate it very very much when people challange me. Maybe it is a good virtue? Maybe not. But i flunked my STPM very very badly. My Maths in STPM got D.... so sad, even when think about it now. Haigh... My D in STPM maths is the main reason that lead me coming to MMU to start from foundation. Cause all the course in public university that i want to apply all require at least C to apply. So with a very sad and heavy heart i came to MMU. My dream of going to UKM since i was a child vanished. But nevermind. i think MMU is quite okay after been here for 2 years. Maybe it is not the best place to come but at least i can say it not the worst either.
In MMU, I told myself to study like never , hence i always study and study during my foundation years. Its really difficult going to class with noobs and immature kids, All my alpha classmates are like kids. Really immature, in the way they talk and behave. So its really difficult for the Old man ( me ) to find my circle of friends. maybe if i m the same age with them i can mix in easily. but as you get oldder and older you will come to realise many things in life. But nevermind. To say thruth, i not really sure weather IT is my field now. I dont really enjoy studying most of the subjects in my course structure except for one: MATHS. Darn i start to realize i love maths when i was in alpha. I really love to solve mathematical questions and listening to songs. Really very relaxing. I only can study with music only and if only i m studying maths. Its really very very nice. Eventhough my maths in degree level is quite hard and challanging. I find it really intresting. I can go to a extend of surfing the internet to find some similar examples of solutions or maybe maths vedio in youtube for hours just for one unclear tutorial question. I have passion in maths. I wish i can do my maths major next time, as i think i have finally found my intrest. But mayb its too late? But ill finish my networking degree 1st anyway before i will think about that.
Too Late? I dont think so. Anyway. i gotta continue my tutorial. Probabilty exam is on this wednesday. GOD DAMN IT!!! I M GOING TO GET FULL MARKS AGAIN. Maths is the only subject in my course structure that willl be a guranteee A every sem. hahaha
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Yeah!everythings are not too late yet.Sir,this week you might go to Pantai again le,i really wish that you can do it faster and recover faster.Nxt day,you said that when you feel you cant give me happiness ad,then you will walk away,BUT sir,i want to tell you that ,you are not me,so you cant do that deciision for me!You dont know how or with who i will feel happy..is it really if without you,will i still feel happy?You cant give me any answer right?so...dont simply do the decisoion for me!Nxt time we date for a long,long time,i think probably is after 1 month le..haha!i will wait that day to come..this month let you to rest well,prepare midterm,assignments and all small ,small things.Hehe!bcos dating with your Mdm ,you should consider it as a giant matter *^^*haha!!jia you ,LOVELY Lao Ban!
my dear madam, i will be strong and brave to face the final step in my 100% healing stage. after this surgery, i wont have anymore problems ler. I will do all the things i promised you. And i will continue make breakfast for you until we become old. My dear, 1 month will past very fast, and i will still meet you up once a while. About that thing, I will try my best so that it will not happen, but madam, no matter what choice you made in your future, please remember that i will understand and respect your decision de. Dont think too much ya! hahaha... i m looking forward to you gift at pantai and most definately looking foward to the next time we kiss at Ep bench
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