Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The 08/09 Englis Premiership and my Life

EPL 08/09 has ended and Newcastle United whom i used to supprt has relegated. Poor thing, But i think they will make it back to the EPL soon, Sometimes i feel my life is similar to certain clubs in the EPL. Sometimes happy and sometimes sad. But to narrow the scope, lets relate a fraction of my life which is exam and academic matters with the EPL. my academic life this sem is really like Hull City this sem, started off quite well and promising but had to go through hell lots of battle towards the ending of the primer league.
Started off well, but suck in some subjects like TMA1271... what a bloody subject is that..... but i jz finish its final exam today and i was very very pleased how it go. I was sooo worried that i will flunk this subject coz my coursework is sooo low. But obviously the IT students killer subject is really not a hit to tag on me only, many people also flunk in this subject course work. but of course the average marks for the students whom took this crazy subject follows the Normal distribiutionsome Albert Einstain reborn is in the class and some stupid dumbass too, but its slopping towards the left. hahahaha... Many of my mates drop this subject after the coursework marks is announced. No confidence in passing. They all try to scare each other and say the lec is racist crap, shits,the finals question is crazy-ly difficult and many many more shit i have heard which also made me scared like a chicken. I told myself not to be afraid and be calm. its a theory subject, how hard it can be?? furthermore i had always like computers. whats the problem with studying the components inside it? yess... that made me believe i can get through and F**K the coursework marks aside. Focus on coming events not past events, and I m never a Quiter. i don't tap out!!!!
But i think i have one very very important attribiute which had carried me so far in my life in MMU. Its not hardworking, no, not smart either, i never consider myself smart eventhough many jaborni said that to me all the while. Seriously. this particular attribiute which i have is CONFIDENCE in myself. I had always have high confidence in myself. Confidence is a very very important characteristic especially students during exam time. Its your last weapon to take to war in the examination hall after all your other weapons n your arsenal had let you down. I can say that i didnt really prepared for the finals well, due to many reasons, most noteably the pain in the ass i m having since for the past one month. and also prcrastination and laziness. hahahaha.. but during exam time i had always tell myself i m Like Hull city. I didnt do enogh to excel but i had done enough to stay in the Primership avoid relegation. yes. So far the exam was quite good... I don't expect to fail any but if i should fail a subject for the 1st time in MMU i think it would most probably be PROLOG. shit man..... what a letdown, My exam is virtually over becoz the last paper is a real stupid and silly subject. WEEHH!!!! i m gona rest a while and date my baby tommrow!!! wooohoow!!!!!!

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