Today's post is kindda special. It will be not talking about my life wad had I gone through, neither nor life's philospohy, or wad so ever bullcrap. See, the main purpose for this post is to be posted, is quite frankly to talk about myself, which would be very much diffrent about my last few posts. This lead is gained because my dearest madam kept saying she didn't know much about me sometimes, and well, here you go madam! As talking about my personality, my attitude, my character and ME, is obviously a big topic all together, let this be the first part of many which are yet to come. Yes madam, since you wana know about me ( which includes the dark side of me....hahahaha...)
Suffice to say, I really a very normal guy, seriously an Oriental Average Joe. I Don't fancy complicated things and problems in life, as I belive human's short life should be enjoyed before it ends one day. At the sametime, I also believe all of us must work hard and give our best shot in life, no matter how f***ed up things can be. Not all of us will be so lucky to do what we want most of the time, Most of the time what we have to do ( study, work, etc. etc. ) is not really what me fancy in doing, but We all have responsibilities. Thats what i think....
Actually, i was a very good student during my primary school, a very talented one also. i represented my school for many competions like story telling, drama, St.John's first Aid and marching competition. My studies used to be the top 3 in school long time ago. hahaha.. That time, i was at the top. But during secondary school, I started to get lazy, because everybody, teachers, parents, friends keep saying that I'm smart. so my grades got down exponentially, and never rise until i finished my schooling days. This lead me to screw up Form6 STPM, and the dream i had in going to a good public university vanised. So i had to came with a heavy heart to MMU, not really my choice, but its the best out of the worst. so.... But at here, i started to realised a lot of things, especially when we start to live and do everything on our own. I never liked to depend on my parents for anything, I m a runner, i like a independent life. At MMU, I started to realised what i want in life and start working towards it, at school, i never give a damn about studies and always fail my exams as a result. Thats the twist.
I considered myself very lucky.... very lucky, I have a great mum and dad. they really helped me alot in life. Thats why i never gave up on myself and my dream, I dream to go to Singapore and work one day. I never liked this country, as they had made me very dissapointed and sad because of the policy, the goverment, and they had rejected me once, but the main reason is that I never like certain "race" here. I feel most of that races are worthless, lazy, and always relying on others to get what they want... its a sensitive topic... hahahaha so just lose it. Back to my dream. I wish i can go to singapore one day.....after failling to go there to study, going there to work will be just as fine. I had meet many good people in my life, most notebly my best fren who is at National University of Singapore nw. Thanks mate. you had tought me alot of things, and we have had many many crazy fun and happy times together. You are one friend I will be keeping forever. My childhood life and school life was very very fun. I never stayed at home to study 24/7. I always went outdoors to see the people and the world. Thank my Mum for giving me the freedom to go out and decide most of the decisions myself. This i guess made me what I am now.
Food.... Ah.... I love food and that is pretty obvious if you look at my size. hahaha... I love curry, and shellfish ( cockles, lala, oyesters etc etc) very very much. But i dont take them often as it is bad for health. I have great intrest in cooking and preparing food. I like to cook as a hobby. hahaha... I guess I am also quite good in art. but this talent had gone wasted, because most people never encourage me to develop my artistic talent. But is still sketch and draw once a while, especially when i m stuck with a maths question, or while studying...the whole page of my answer paper will be filled with drawings of all sorts of things while I m thinking for a solution. I was never good in mathemathics in school, but only recently, I started to feel mathemathics is my field. hahahah... but too bad i didnt get full marks for my previous maths exams this sem. but like I said, most of the time, we had to do things that we don't like doing, but we have to do due to responsibilties.
BAD HABBITS..... As a human, i have many terrible and wierd habbits too.... I tried to change it, but its really not easy. Baby, this one, i leave it for you to find out yourself la... ^^ But overall, i think i m more of a good person rather than a bad person. So don't worry la.. So i guess this is for Part I. I will continue this topic some other day when i have the mood again. Anyway, back to realxing topic... My BABY!!! yes please, I wana talk about my cute and funny baby again. todays topic is one incident which really kept me think about it for this weekends. Its basically what she told me at the hospital the other day. I forget what is the lead to this part but whilr we are jz chatting and joking, she suddenly said she wana call police. when i asked her why? She said becoz somebody stole her heart away ady.... Oh god santa maria..... how freaking sweet s that.
And also my baby is really nice to hug. Not too skinny nor too fat. sometimes when i hug my bolster. i feel it is like her. soft and warm and her hair also smells good, wonder what shampoo she is using. hahahahahahah. Too bad this few days she gt abit naughty, always stay up late to study so her sleepy eyes becomes more sleepy with some gothic back circle around it. Baby, rest more ler.... don't be too streess. But her sleepy eyes is still as electrifying as the first day i saw her, but the potential diffrence ( Voltage) in her eyes is not as high like it used to be already. hahaha.....But its still acceptable ler. ^^
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