Left with the last hurdle, the finals which is about 1 week+ from now. Sometimes i feel i m prepared for this sometimes, i feel i m not, So which instinct to trust? the "yes" or the "no" By he way, this crazy, tiring, hectic semester has come to a conclusion (Almost there) since week3 i had been practically running and sprinting at certain time. Never-ending mid terms, quizes, assignments, lab test and plenty other crappy shits to deal with since week 3! holy gradma... can you believe it? good thing it had ended today. todays was my last mid terms before the finals. shit man, i hope academic wise, there won't be any more crazy semester as this.
A wonderful thing had happend too this sem, I've found my dear girl at last this sem. she have a bad sense of direction in searching her way to me. It took so long for her to find her way to me considering the 2 years i had been here ( MMU) hahahahaha..... But not bad also, she finally managed to find her way to me. We had done many nice and memorable things together. Love you so much baby. today we jz had a extravaganza date to sort of celebrate my finished work shit. Pizza eatting, ice cream during our walk back to my apartment, and a movie at MBO to finish of a nice date... kekekeke... This is one of the nicest thing that had happend this sem; take it away, this sem really suck goat's ass.
I had a shit old dieasease....giving me many problems, mentally and physically.... haigh.... i hope all this will be over soon and fucking bloody hell it won't re-occur again. really waste lots of my money, time and energy to tend to this. the seton is giving me constant prick in my ass. shit! too bad it will be there for several months... haiz!!!!!! I also finnally made up my mind that that asshole is not a friend. eat shit u stupid retarded brainless dumbass. think about all the stupid things you said really made me laugh at your stupidity. I dont need you to teach me what to do with life, just shut the hell up and we walk our own way. You wana teach me how to manage my academic stuff? 2 words for you... FUCK OFF look at your fugly face and your cgpa first before you wana come and tell me what should and should not be done in life, I dont need a nigga friend like you. stay away from me, You wana fail and rot, do it your way, i have my own believes and mission coming here to study.
1 more week to study... my machine architecture is really difficult, but me being me will never give up. you all just see. in times like this, i hope to have you by my side. hugging you. hahaha.... oh my baby. wish i can just clone you and keep your clone in my room. (wow.... its that a viaolation of human rights?) oh yeah baby grace, i nearly forget. i wana reply all your questions and inquires you had in you blogs, since i could not leave my comments there. hahahaha.....
1- the chinese words you wrote in your latest blog is= "If you have the will, You will use forever to understand me" hey, i transalated it myself, no dictionary or help. You owe me a kiss on this ^^
2-the question you asked about weather you are weak inside and strong outside vice versa, errmm... seriously i think you can be strong inside and outside, and the same time can also be weak inside and outside at the same time. thats what i think...... hahahaha you are very fluctuating and unpredictable at times. maybe i do need more time to really understand you.
3-the 3rd is not a answer to you question but more of a wish i have. baby grace, i hope you can always be happy. remember my wish, no matter what things happen in the future, you must remember i only wish to see you happy. hahahaha.. so hope you can fufill my wish as i will try to fufill all your wish like seeing the stars on a a beach, going to fun fair, eating the satay celup i owed you, etc etc...dun worry baby. ^^
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