Eating Frog Sashimi and Animal Goo Butter.

Going back for holidays soon, precisely tomorrow morning. I need a break, a holiday, this sem I had gone thorugh many many things…. Emotionally and physically, I really need this break. Hometown; here I come. I hang out with boring people today, doing some boring stuffs…and then I start to miss my hometown friends. In here ( MMU) unfortunately, I don’t have the affinity (Yuen Fen) to meet with friends which I can feel comfortable, feel proud and cool when hanging out with them. Too bad, I think one of the reasons is my age ( Old Popcorn fart is me) Hahahahah…… today, when I saw the sign banner hanging at the side gate of MMU saying “ WELCOME, FRESHIES TO THE BEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE” really gave me a deep taught. Best years? Hell ya. “Best years”. Sometimes feel sad and lonely also. I mean I m not a loner guy, I enjoy companions but only true and very good companions where we can talk and bullshit about anything, not some ass jockey wana-be acting cool while he never was. But at least I have one beautiful girl at my side, which makes me appreciate you more at times like this. Thanks baby, for coloring my university life. Else it would have been black and white only. I don’t hope to regret for not enjoying my tertiary education period, but after 2 years things seems like it would have been the way it had always been. But I still hope the day when I graduate, finishing the final exam of my final year semester, I will feel sad, and reluctant to leave here. I hope to experience this, not feeling satisfied and relieved everything here is over. This chapter of the story is still going. I hope I can enrich it.

I miss my hometown friends, even though I will be going back tomorrow. Take5, Bird, catface, and u5. Shit man. Too bad I won’t be seeing you guys this holiday. You guys had gave me so many many many fun , memorable and happy crazy memories. Especially you,take5. I reminiscent the things we had done last time. The dota games we had played in YAHOO, IMAX, and INFERNO. The times when one gang of us were shouting like crazy imbecile morons while dotaing. Laughing when Ming Zhai made some freaking joke or comments. The football games in AAFC ( ANTEK AVENUE FOOTBALL CLUB). All the beautiful goals I had scored, the early morning matches with other people in other taman. The orange jersey we had worn during football matches with other people. The fun and crazy yum cha and late night outing loitering and eating burger in the middle of the town at 4-6 am in the morning. Lepaking and overnight stay at your house, with all the heart to heart talk, guys discussions (18SX), Lan party. Holy crayton. And occasion trips to other place whenever we have the feel… god, that’s life…..Too much happy memories until making it sort of impossible to list everything down. Hahahahah… I miss that all. I really do. Sometimes I envy you, my brother. Your University life at Singapore is a complete far cry from mine. Too bad I can’t go to Singapore with you like what we had promised each other during the time while we study so hard together for STPM… because I flunked my form6… too bad, but I m coming over alright! See you at Singapore this October, make sure you can summarize Singapore in 3 days for me during my stay there. I need to borrow your room at Sheares Hall for 3 days ^^ Hahahahahah!!! Anyway I know things change; we must grow up to be an adult and have more and more responsibilities and less and less play, until it comes to a point where responsibility and work had taken 100% of our life and no more play and enjoy time. That’s growing up. But I still miss the carefree, fuck exam and studies time. Yea, growing up means more freedom and own life, but we all do reminiscent the past don’t we?

Two of the many pictures that will remind me of your stunning look that night...Baby Grace, this week I realized how pretty you are. I am not a guy who are looking for outer beauty in my girlfriend. I always believe in inner beauty. For the first few months us being together, I love your heart more than your look. You have a beautiful and big heart, this I had known a long time ago. But this week, I realize how pretty you can be. Especially with your “char-sao-pao” hair….. god…. You know during our last night date before I go back to hometown, I was stunned when I saw you walking out form EP. You look really beautiful my dear, I feel so lucky, so so so lucky to have you as my girl. When you wear your glasses (even though it is fake) while we are sitting at the bench…. Jesus!!!! I nearly melt. You melt my heart in one shot. Baby ah… You make me look like the Beast in the Disney story “Beauty and the Beast” lol!!! Hahahah and by the way, I m sorry if I kissed you too long yesterday, I can’t resist my temptation. Hahahahaha….Next time I will control abit la…..But it is very difficult , seeing the fact that how pretty and cute you can be at times. Hahahahaha…. I m just joking my dear. Don’t worry.

By the way exam had just finished yesterday. This sem, ( Beta Sem3) is almost the same with the previous 2 beta sems. Another failure. But I hope I can maintain my CGPA. So that It will be easier to claw my way back to first class honors with the remaining two more sems. I will try to graduate with first class honors. Hopefully ler….. huhu.. but nevermind la, I don’t like to talk about what that’s has been over and done. Let’s just hope I don’t fail any subjects this sem. ProLog… please, let me through. You should be very adventurous in life and try experiencing many many things but taking supplementary examinations is one experience you should never try. I pity those who had to come back to MMU after their sem break; failing their subjects and studying like a dumb hole in the first week of the new semester for their supp paper. Poor thing. Studying in the first week? Oh grail! Gimme a break. NEVER NEVER NEVER!!! By the way, MMU Beta year had ended for me. Bye bye Beta year. I grown one more year older in this university. See you Gamma year. I hope I can relive my Alpha year times in the all brand new Gamma year. We will see.